I was in love; Deeply deeply in love with him. He was everything I had wanted in a man. He had the most charming smile. He swept me off of my feet. He was calm yet manly; His voice… Oh that voice used to make my head burst in rainbow colours. He didn’t drive a car or have a house. His love for me was like a charm.
I was so in love; It was as if love was like sweet chocolate. His voice like music to my ears, and oh he could cook which was really so cool. I had nothing to worry about, this was love true love.
We rarely had fights. I mean what was there to fight about? I can’t bear looking at his eyes and be mad at him, Such a beautiful soul!
I was badly in with him. That I ignored all flaws though visible. Those moments of silence that spoke a thousand words. I was changing just to please a man I was so madly in love with. That’s what love makes us do right? Completely open to a man you love, in a manner that he knows every single mark on your body. Is this really love? Oh yes! Let’s ride on.
Suddenly the words I love you is said less talk more the actions that prove it. Did I do something wrong? I should apologize … I did. It didn’t work. From frequent calls to I’m busy, i can’t talk. Those perfect brown eyes downcast; Everything changed, am I in love? I was in love so, I thought!
Those stolen kisses, The I love you’s; those were all fantasies. No real commitment, neither was there any real communication. It was so unbelievably true. I had thought I was in love and I had put all my emotions into it. I wasn’t thinking straight.
We should love but be consciously wise. Your emotions should be guarded. Don’t lose yourself in search of love. Make the right decisions.